Of course I didn’t complete the thirty day juice fast. What the hell was I thinking! The food cravings for fries and KFC became too much! Damn it is hard. Fuck knows how I managed to complete a six day juice fast months ago.
I am in a weird phase of the Dark Night of The Soul at the moment. Living life is such a struggle. I have ecstatic moments where I feel on top of the world and other days, I feel like a zombie. I am not keeping on top of my training, although I did some tough weights, press-ups, and twenty minutes on the rower on Saturday morning. I’m aching now and walking like an old biddy.
I want to get to the gym later and do an hour on the bike at low and high resistances. I also didn’t manage to finish the 100 press-ups challenge. Damn, I must be getting weak just before I turn 30.
This phase is weird. I hardly do much training these days because I do not get the motivational urges. I will fight to get back my fitness no matter how difficult the journey. I did, however, make a confidence building video on Youtube. Check it out here! 